Midt på natta...

So if you are wondering, 2:48
But I am still not in bed, even though I really should be. So this is just a thought to all of you: Dare to be amazed...

I mean, there are so many things on this planet or outside this planet that are amazing. And they deserve to be admired, wondered about and studied. The cell, what an amazing creation. Something that little is so complex and could not do its function if it was just a tiny bit different. The sun, it burns and burns, making it possible for us to be alive at all, but if we were just a little bit closer to it, we would not be alive. The wind, where does it come from? We know it's there, but we can't see it. The animals, so many incredible creatures. The universe, so big, maybe never-ending!

How did all of this come to be? Did it evolve from nothing? Was it created by a higher being? If evolved, what is the point of it all? Is there a purpose with anything? If we evolved, why did moral come to be?
If created, who created? Why? At least moral would be explainable.

I think about the perfect(or the once perfect)order in the nature and universe - just the slightest difference, an we would not be! nothing would. It is so perfectly timed, structured, put together that it seems handmade to the smallest detail. We would not believe that a watch happened by accident? No, it is a handcraft. Neither would we believe a computer happened by a coincidence? No, it is created by someone. As are other machines, houses, carpets. So thinking about the brain we have, what an amazing computer, better than any other ever made! Perfectly tuned (normally) made to control our bodies senses, organs, everything! How could this not be created somehow, when all these other things are? It makes no sense that it happened by accident?? But if it was created, then who created it? Many religions, many "gods", which is it? At lest this I know for sure: Whomever it is, I am amazed!!!

The hospital window

Blogging...

So lately I haven't really thought much about blogging. Mostly because my mind has been busy thinking about my bachelor assignment, but also I just haven't really had so much to blog about. Well, maybe thats no true, I always have, because it can be whatever! But still, maybe not enough.

I spent easter on the west coast of Norway. First I was in Bergen for my grandmothers funeral, imagine that: 97 years old... And from there I went to Geiranger, a beautiful place at the innermost end of a fjord. And walking around there, with so much silence (except from the noise of the waterfall) gave a few moments of peace. And of course this makes some thought come up...

So life lies ahead of me, life lies behind me, and life is right now, which do I chose to live?

I can live the life that is behind me, that is re-living it in my head, dwelling on all my past experiences, letting them stop me from living another life, binding me an keeping me stuck in the past. Though memories are not a bad thing, they can be if that is all you think of..

I can also chose to live in the future, wondering about what might be, planning ahead so much that I keep myself from living life as a free individual, and instead becoming a slave to my planned future.

But most of all I can chose to live now, the life that is, whatever it contains. Memories are good, in portions. So is planning ahead, as long as you don't plan it all (at least so I feel). But dare to live life now and make the most of it, so that the memories you have later will be good ones, and the future you lay the foundation for now, becomes the best it can be...Good luck;)